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Oh man what a DAY  / Michelle Michelli (Daughter)
MAN do I wish i could run to you and let everything be back ok.  Im sorry cause now that your gone I see how much you had on your plate just holding the peace between us all and how selfish we all were to never even take a step back and see LIFE from YOUR shoes.. If we all could have walked one day  JUST ONE day in your shoes   well I tell you what every one of us would have all been so much different well Just listen to Blake Sheltons song HOME........I know im gonna feel like crap later when Im done crying and feel stupid for writing this but all of us CAnt make it to your grave and I need to get this cry out and talk to you Im sure you can hear us anyway. My whole plane ride I listened to that damn song thinking of you being so far up in them clouds seeing how beautiful it was. I miss Belinda so much. I wish I could have you back for one more day  Im so mad at the world still and full of anger I feel like we were all robbed ROBBED of our life with you and you were robbed of your life with us all. We had to go all them years without you and you finaly get to come home and just when everything was getting so perfect Our whole world was crumbled right under our feet that Easter morning  Who could ever forget walking up and down them halls at that hospital that morning trying not to let you see the fear in my eyes and the tears that were running down my face. I remember being so young and dumb not knowing nothing but taking that doctor to the side and yelling at him screaming there is no way there wasnt a cure for cancer that he was lying there was something some kind of medicine they could give you that would take it all back  but realizing FAST he wasnt lying and it wasnt a Joke You were really full of LUNG CANCER  them words have destroyed US ALL forever! I have never in my life tried to ever avoid you but that day and the next few after I remember momma telling me to PLEASE stop crying and dont let daddy see you cry be strong for him and every second I thought about trying to not cry in front of you it would KILL me inside and I would Cry that much more I remember standing in front of you once I finaly got the courage to walk down the hall to your room and try to talk that was the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life standing in front of you as I kept rolling my eyes up and over and over trying to roll the tears back in and keep them from falling I can still hear your voice from that very second saying Chelle Im gonna DIE! I remember falling out crying telling you to stop saying that  you WASNT gonna die that GOd did miracles and That HE WAS gonna heal you that you just had to believe!  But you knew.  you knew you were leaving us and you knew no matter how hard you tried or what you did it wasnt gonna stop you from leaving us I LOVE you so much because no matter how hard it was for us or how much we were hurting you never cried or never said you were angry atleast not to me I guess you knew it was your fate and nothing would change it I only seen you cry a couple times I dont know if it was because you were scared to die or scared to leave us. Or if it ever even really dawned on you after all you had been through in your life but you were so strong and held on for so long even when your body was so weak and you couldnt even open your eyes I prayed every second of my life for god to please heal you every church I passed on the way from tx to louisiana I would pray to each of them  ha and believe me there are a lot of churches off I-10 from here to there  but after seeing you laying in that damn bed being so scared and calling out for your own momma who had been dead for so many years seeing the fear in your eyes and face when you didnt even realize it was me and momma standing in front of you You kicked me so hard in the chest you knocked me across our living room and you had momma in a head lock by her hair yelling for someone to please call the cops and help you people was breaking in    you thought we were robbers and You were so scared after that night I realized the CANCER done spread all over you and I needed to figure out how to let you go because there wasnt gonna be that miracle that i had been praying for So never in my life would I have ever thought I would have EVER asked GOD to PLEASE take you  but from that night on every night I would cry and it was so hard to pray for GOD to please take you home when you went to sleep I couldnt bare to see you so weak and so scared that you didnt know who we were and you couldnt eat breath or think But that night was my wake up call I gave up on believing there was a god! Because I thought if there really was a god how could he do this to us and take my daddy we just got him back. And how after all the prayers and believing in him and knowing you were gonna be healed  how dumb was I really to even believe it was gonna just be gone I dont know all I knew was I wanted it to go away and let it all have been a bad joke someone was playing on us all. It has been years since I have put eyes on my sisters and my momma I know its a sin but I cant bare to go through anymore heartache I know if it wouldnt have been for Tanner being there I would have died right with you cause I didnt want to be here without you but I knew I had a promise to keep up to you that You would never have to worry about me and my baby so I knew I couldnt take my own life and leave my child with the hurt I was feeling So I guess Tanner was my blessing because I wouldnt be here today No one knows what I went through because I was always in Texas and I try to keep it all in and not let people see my feelings but man its hard to this day but I have no choice but to know that one day I will be back with you and GOD I cant wait to see your smile again and hear you call my name! I guess we all got so wrapped up in our own feelings that no one wanted to worry about the other and our whole family went to shit! Like I said Im sorry I didnt realize what all you had on your shoulders with all of our crazy butts and all of our problems. Im sorry but I had to let a tiny bit of this out its driving me nuts. Im sorry for my part in this family not being together but I cant bare anymore not that anyone else can handle anymore then me or anything. But I do know what mama did for you and I watched everything she did to take care of you while you were sick even when everyone turned their back on her I knew better then what anyone was saying I watched her do things  and clean you that no other person would have ever been able to do she never left your side she felt you take your last breath and let go..........................  Love you both more then life   Chelle XOXOXO
the one and only father  / Deshanda Michelli (daughter)  Read >>
the one and only father  / Deshanda Michelli (daughter)
hey daddy its me again just missin u like always.. everybody is split up. spread out everywhere. i only talk to zonkey.. god only know where mom is ..she aint talked to me in a long time.. dont know why.it hurts me a lot.. the kids r doin good gettin big u wouldnt believe joseph  god he talks about u all the time  mia too..  they miss u...god knows i do..ive been goin to crazy dr they say i should be sociable but aint got nobody to talk to but zonkey and kids...anyway they got me on meds  like always but i guess thats enough for know i love u very much daddy and u will always be the # 1 man in my life besides joseph   love u Close
daddy / Deshanda Michelli (daughter)  Read >>
daddy / Deshanda Michelli (daughter)
   daddy  life has changed so much u wouldnt believe the things that are going on in this life .. u always made my life well our lifes easier .. u took care of us even though we are grown and gone. especially me and ronnie and mia ..thanks daddy u are the best father in the world and u  will always be daddy.. we all really miss u love u daddy Close
MOM / Debbie   Read >>
MOM / Debbie
just a few thoughts from me to you . i miss your face,your laugh,
but most of all i miss your touch.you told me to go on with my 
life to find someone  well i never thought it would be that hard to do
when you came to me and made  me realize you would never be coming back.   I SURE HAVE MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES SINCE YOU LEFT MY LIFE.  PLEASE HELP US CAUSE I CANT DO IT ALONE I HAVE TRIED IT DON'T WORK      THE GIRLS  ARE GETTING FURTHER AND FURTHER APART.

                                                                      LOVE YA ALWAYS
                                                                                 MA
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A Daughters First Love  / Michelle Michelli (Daughter)  Read >>
A Daughters First Love  / Michelle Michelli (Daughter)
As a little girl I look up to you
Walking in your steps was all that I knew.
The games we played, the times we've shared
You've shown in everything, the way you've cared.

The older I got, the more I knew
the joy it was to be with you.
You've always been around for me
and always loved me unconditionally.

You've often shown me right from wrong
and taught me to be meek and strong.
Your patience and your gentle care
was everlasting and always there.

A young lady I soon grew up to be
and academics I accomplished successfully.
With all your love and all your praise
A successful womon you surely did raise.

Dad, in writing this I just wanted to say
how much I love you in every way.
You'll always be the king of my heart
Because you were my love from the very first start.
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TO MY UNCLE DAVID  / RACHEL VENABLE (NIECE)  Read >>
TO MY UNCLE DAVID  / RACHEL VENABLE (NIECE)
HEY UNCLE DAVID 
    I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO BRING OUR FAMILY TOGEATHER LIKE WE USE TO DO .
I MISS WHEN YOU AND AUNT DEBRA USE TO GET US ALL TOGEATHER THINGS JUST HAVENT BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU LEFT US. I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE BUT I REALLY WISH YOU COULD BE HERE WUTH US AND HELP US ALL GET CLOSE  AGIAN . JUST REMEMBER TO WATCH OVER EVERY ONE OF US . I LOVE YOU UNCLE DAVID!!!!!!!!!!!
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january 26, 2006  / Michelle Michelli (daughter)  Read >>
january 26, 2006  / Michelle Michelli (daughter)
            Big Sister's
          Little Sister's...
 
They are such a special pair
They laugh and play, have fun all day
  With energy to spare

Oftentimes they disagree
But before the daylight ends
they are sitting side by side
  The very best of friends

So we will hang these pictures
  On the wall for all to see
Big sister's, Little sister's
 Who are special as can be Close
Angel Pennies  / Michelle Michelli (daughter)  Read >>
Angel Pennies  / Michelle Michelli (daughter)


I found a penny today,
just lying on the ground,
but its not just a penny
this little coin ive found.

Found pennies come from heaven
thats what my grandpa told me,
He said angels toss them down
oh, how i love that story.
He said when an Angel misses you
They toss a penny down,
Sometimes just to cheer you up
to make a smile out of a frown

So don't pass by that penny
when your feeling blue,
It may be a penny from heaven
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To the Greatest Father In the world  / Michelle Michelli Droddy (Daughter)  Read >>
To the Greatest Father In the world  / Michelle Michelli Droddy (Daughter)

You are the greatest man I ever knew, I will always have the up-most respect for you no matter what anyone ever says. It kill's me every morning I wake up thinking about you or when I wake up crying In the middle of the night cause I had a dream about you, even though It was a good dream just knowing It was only a dream. You really wouldn't be there when I got up. I still wear the ring you give me EVERYDAY of my life, you told me to never let nothing happen to it, and always remember that with it you'll always be with me. I love and miss you Daddy love Michelle

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to my pawpaw  / Kayla Mccann (granddaughter)  Read >>
to my pawpaw  / Kayla Mccann (granddaughter)
  hey i love you soo much and
miss you a lot and wish you were here to bring us happiness and fill our hearts with what is missing......your  presence.I was just thinking of you the other day. we miss more and more each day. sometimes i forget about you but i do love you. please watch out for all of us up there. we all miss you.
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I MISS YOU  / Tracy McCann (Daughter)  Read >>
I MISS YOU  / Tracy McCann (Daughter)
WELL HERE WE ARE . I KNOW YOU ARE OK AND YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY WHERE YOU ARE. IT HAS TO BE BETTER THERE. I KNOW WE HAD OUR HARD TIMES AND FOR SOME REASON YOU GAVE UP ON ME. I CAN REMEMBER WHEN YOU CAME TO THE TRAILOR AND RODE ME ON YOUR MOTORCYCLE, BOY WAS MOM MAD...I REMEMBER THE APARTMENTS WE LIVED IN, AND THE COOL CARS YOU HAD. I MISS YOU!! BUT IT IS NICE TO KNOW YOU ARE NOT SUFFERING, THAT KILLED ME.DAD PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR ALL OF US AND KNOW THAT EVERYDAY WE MISS AND WONDER WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO SAY ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON IN OUR LIVES. THEY SAY THAT EVERYONE HAS A GAURDIAN ANGEL, I HOPE AND PRAY YOU ARE MOMS, PLEASE KEEP HER SAFE !!! WE ALL MISS YOU. IF YOU CAN GIVE GRANNIE A KISS FOR ME!!!
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